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About Me Member Animator happy satan21/Female/Israel Recent Activity Deviant for 2 Years
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A bit of self pity (yes, I indulge sometimes)

Wed Jul 29, 2009, 9:25 AM
I know, like, theoretically, that I'm a good artist or something. I just don't have any hard evidence. How depressing is that?

Nothing I take particular pride in except whatever recent sketch I manage to spew forth, nothing I'd put in a professional portfolio that would make me seem wort hiring. As always, I'm all potential and zero product.

I wonder when I will finally have the guts to stop practicing, and start taking myself seriously. I wonder how one goes about making such a change - how a certified coward and ingrate goes about becoming a worthy professional.

All in all I have rich people problems, as we say in Hebrew; at least I'm good at being a fucking student (see how I don't even let myself really indulge in this crap? That must make me a truly noble individual. But seriously, I don't need anyone comforting me. Honestly, if anyone's got any leads on this, do share...)

  • Mood: Nervous
  • Listening to: Chopin. Cuz I'm sad.
  • Reading: Yehuda Amichai, guess why.
  • Eating: too much
  • Drinking: too much

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  • Current Residence: israel
  • Favourite genre of music: folk metal, jazz, classic, heavy metal and misc.
  • Favourite artist: Craig Mullins, Dave McKean, the impressionists (bundled up together like a band or smtng), etc.
  • MP3 player of choice: ur momma!
  • Favourite game: Witcher, warcraft, DOTA, Ass-creed, prince of persia , bioshock
  • Favourite gaming platform: pc
  • Favourite cartoon character: me. >: P
  • Personal Quote: The cake is a lie...
  • Tools of the Trade: intous3 & photoshop CS3

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:iconvalmet:
I adore your gallery! :D You have way too few pageviews and comments for such a brilliant artist!

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"Do you really think you're going to be able to pick up all the pieces?"

"I don't have to pick them up! I'll replace them with my own!"
:iconavigaillandman:
Hey Masha, it's Avigail (from Haifa) :) how's it going?
Your stuff is awsome. Iv'e been sketching more lately, I'm gonna scan it soon. Most of the stuff in my gallery aren't too great, and pretty old, too.

Anyhhoooo... If you have any free time on your hands, I have a person with a project that might interest you.
My msnger adress is avigail_landman@hotmail.com and my mail is avigail_landman@yahoo.com.
If you can contact me in either way it would be great.

Have a nice day :)
:iconbabushkayaga:
hi. I'm glad you contacted me. :) I added you in MSN. We'll talk there. I try to be online most of the day...
:iconpaint-paint:
awesome gallery:nod:
i love your rorschach drawings=D

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